Let me Lean Hard

Ella Wheeler Wilcox

5 November 1850 to 30 October 1919 (~69)

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And found it not. I will be strong, said I,
I thought my strength enough for any fate,
Which speeds the solar systems on their course
I said I will walk on, I fear no harm,
Let me lean harder yet. That swerveless force
Let me lean hard upon the Eternal Breast:
But now the heights to which I most aspire
The spark divine within my soul will show
And lean upon myself. I will not cry
Let me lean hard.
But lo! I sink beneath my sorrow's weight:
And importune all heaven with my complaint.
The upward pathway where my feet should go.
Let me lean hard.
Can take, unfelt, the burden of my woe,
Let me lean hard upon the unfailing Arm.
Which bears me to the dust and hurts me so.
Are lost in clouds. I stumble and I tire:
Let me lean hard.
But now my strength fails, and I fall, I faint:
In all earth's devious ways I sought for rest
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V2Melody will close at midnight on 20 January 2028

This site has been a retirement project in musical poetry: poems chosen with care and set to music, offered freely for as long as it felt right to keep the garden open.

The work no longer holds the place it once did in my life. I have gone as far with it as I wish to go. Like a sand mandala, it was made to be completed and then released. I am not attached to its permanence, and I do not believe any of it needs to last beyond the time it was given. The poems were already here before I arrived and began to experiment with them. They will still be here when these musical experiments, and indeed myself, have been swept away, like the sand of a mandala. Nothing has been lost.

I want a simpler end to my life, days of simple love and enjoyment with my wonderful wife of 20 years. The work of maintaining a server, the monitoring, and the residual obligations that come with keeping a site alive no longer fit that life.

From 4 November 2026 I will not be adding new poems or musical poems to the site.

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