The Beatific Vision

Then Bernard smiled at me, that I should gaze
    But I had gazed already; caught the view,
Faced the unfathomable ray of rays
    Which to itself and by itself is true.

Then was my vision mightier than man's speech;
    Speech snapt before it like a flying spell;
And memory and all that time can teach
    Before that splendid outrage failed and fell.

As when one dreameth and remembereth not
    Waking, what were his pleasures or his pains,
With every feature of the dream forgot,
    The printed passion of the dream remains:--

Even such am I; within whose thoughts resides
    No picture of that sight nor any part
Nor any memory: in whom abides
    Only a happiness within the heart,

A secret happiness that soaks the heart
    As hills are soaked by slow unsealing snow,
Or secret as that wind without a chart
    Whereon did the wild leaves of Sibyl go.

O light uplifted from all mortal knowing,
    Send back a little of that glimpse of thee.
That of its glory I may kindle glowing
    One tiny spark for all men yet to be.