A quiet notice V2Melody closes at midnight on , Spanish time.

Closes

A note from Richard

V2Melody will close at midnight on 20 January 2028

This site has been a retirement project in musical poetry: poems chosen with care and set to music, offered freely for as long as it felt right to keep the garden open.

The work no longer holds the place it once did in my life. I have gone as far with it as I wish to go. Like a sand mandala, it was made to be completed and then released. I am not attached to its permanence, and I do not believe any of it needs to last beyond the time it was given. The poems were already here before I arrived and began to experiment with them. They will still be here when these musical experiments, and indeed myself, have been swept away, like the sand of a mandala. Nothing has been lost.

I want a simpler end to my life, days of simple love and enjoyment with my wonderful wife of 20 years. The work of maintaining a server, the monitoring, and the residual obligations that come with keeping a site alive no longer fit that life.

From 4 November 2026 I will not be adding new poems or musical poems to the site.

The experimental music I am making now is on my Suno profile. Those pieces stay there, and are not added to this site.

Until midnight on 20 January 2028, Spanish time, everything remains available exactly as it is. That is when my VPS server contract comes to an end, and it will not be renewed. After that, the server will be switched off and the site will disappear.

The Mandala Is Finished explains this more fully.

Thank you to anyone who found a poem, a track, or a quiet moment here.

The pleasure was in the making.

Richard

Home › Glossary › Letter S

Suspicion

Psychology
Pronunciation

Understanding ARPABET Pronunciation

Want to hear it? Click the Listen button to hear the browser speak the word using text-to-speech!

The pronunciation guide uses the ARPABET phonetic system—the same system used in speech recognition and text-to-speech applications.

Vowel Examples:
AE1 = cat, bat
EH1 = bed, head
IY1 = see, me
OW1 = go, boat
UW1 = boot, do
Stress Numbers:
0 = no stress (unstressed)
1 = primary stress (loud)
2 = secondary stress (medium)
Example:
AH0 TH IY1 N AH0
= a-THEE-na (Athena)

The stressed syllable (marked with 1) is pronounced louder and clearer than others.

Quick Definition

A psychological state marked by wary distrust, often involving the belief that others conceal hostile or deceitful motives.

Detailed Definition
Suspicion colors perception with doubt. Poets express it through guarded language, shadow imagery, or rhetorical questioning, revealing how it isolates the self and distorts relationships.
Example
Example in poetry:
In Sylvia Plath’s “Daddy,” suspicion fixates on the father as Nazi; In T.S. Eliot’s “The Love Song of J. Alfred Prufrock,” suspicion imagines judgment: “They will say: ‘How his hair is growing thin!’”; In Emily Dickinson’s “Much Madness is divinest Sense,” suspicion questions societal norms; In W.B. Yeats’ “The Second Coming,” suspicion colors apocalyptic vision; In Allen Ginsberg’s “Howl,” suspicion rails against societal repression; In Ocean Vuong’s “Someday I’ll Love Ocean Vuong,” suspicion intertwines with self-worth.
Additional Notes
Suspicion—distrust without proof—is often politicized in poetry (Ginsberg, Plath); differs from paranoia by its rational basis; poetic techniques include interrogative syntax, surveillance imagery, or ambiguous pronouns; students should analyze power dynamics: Who is suspicious of whom?; note its link to marginalization—suspicion as protective.
Also Known As
Distrust Mistrust Doubt Wariness Misgiving
Skip to main content